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Friday, July 07, 2006

Bad Time...

Everything is happening at a bad time.Every single thing is happening at a bad time-wrong timing...Sometimes I feel dat it is really unfair but den I also feel dat it's wrong of me to say that it's unfair. I feel selfish and self-centred whenever I say dat everything is unfair.

I feel like bursting into something. I dunno what...but I really wanna let it all out. I'm tired n can't wait for a good ending for all the things dats been happening. I wish my dad is not sick. I wish my brother will be ok. I wish my sister can get the job she wants. I wish to be able to stay with grandma again. I wish for so many things.

It's kinda sad dat all these years, I've been hoping dat my dad would come back n attend my convocation with my grandma. But dad is sick and grandma has valid reasons. Hence, I must not be selfish. Wat can I blame? I blame the convocation happening at the wrong time.

I pray dat I will be able to cope with these difficulties and complexity right now. Every time I feel like crying, I imagine my dad's strong smile and how he always gather strength to make everyone laugh to his jokes. I have to be strong for my dad. I can't cry...I just have to look forward.

x Fizzzzzz shouted out loud 4:20 PM x ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Comments:

u hang in there, fizah. ALLAH will never let anyone go through what he/she cant handle. be strong - for urself and ur family, girl.

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Almost Perfect Mum : 5:05 PM

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